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In her external life — what she allowed the world to see — Alexandra Valoras was a brilliant, ambitious teenager, an academic star near the top of the junior class at Blackstone Valley Regional Vocational Technical High School in Upton, near her quiet hometown Sex in aire Grafton. She built Looking a for a cool Grafton girl own robots and dreamed of going to MIT.

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She wrote alone, sometimes deep into the night, occasionally even falling asleep with her pen on the page. Everyone loved the confident girl with the sheepish smile. She began keeping her journal last summer, just before the start of her junior year in high school.

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She was that third-grader up on her knees in her seat, hand flailing to be called on. She took her time with her school assignments, making them just so, and would proudly show off her work before turning it in. Look, Mom — look what I created.

But as she got older, her parents saw her exacting nature as something good, something that drove her. Alysia and Dean Valoras, both 50, met at a concert by the local rock band Tribe when they were She thought flr was handsome and funny.

She was from Lowell and had studied fog engineering at the University of Massachusetts Amherst. He was a Methuen guy who studied finance and management information systems at the University of Lowell.

They eloped to marry in Alexandra was born two years later. Another daughter, Emily, followed in Their son, Nicholas, was born in The family moved in from Southborough to a Looking a for a cool Grafton girl house in Grafton, with lots of lawn for play.

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Life feels so pointless sometimes. Why should I bother getting out of bed? Doing my summer work? Going for a run?

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Alexandra went into her junior year with extraordinarily high goals. This year, she wanted to win. School had barely begun, but when Lloking eased up, even for a moment, she flayed herself with criticism.

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But when she flubbed a word, her mask slipped to show her inner strain. It took her a few tries before she was satisfied. With each failed attempt, her father could sense the tightness in the air. He felt his heart melt for her.

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It had to work autonomously for the first gir seconds, and then a team member would drive it by remote control. Ggafton was the programmer responsible for getting the robot to run on its own. As the school year moved along, Alexandra mentioned to friends that she was stressed over her schoolwork.

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It did not seem like she was trying to say she was in trouble.

Alexandra confided in her favorite teacher, Tim Freitas, who taught English, that she was having a hard time staying motivated.

He gave what seemed like sound advice: Replace negative motivators, such as fear, guilt, and pride, with positive ones, such as love, compassion, and joy, she wrote in her journal.